Boys...

So I have a tendency to see the best in people (at least I try to). I have met many awesome people and have been so blessed by each and every one of them. but when it comes to guys that I date, I have no idea what's good for me! I can see the good in them, the potential they have, all sorts of good things. but to have that actually correspond in my brain to something that is goes well with me... it just doesn't seem to connect. 

I've written so many lists! They are getting more specific, especially with things that I'm finding are critical for me. So I guess I'm still in the process. (well obviously I'm still in the process:)

I don't really know what to do. Make more lists?

I'm going to keep going. Be open, be nice, be forgiving/non-judgmental. Try new things. Be more aggressive? well not "aggressive" but getting out of my comfort zone, going out of my way to meet guys and actually talk to them (now that's the hard part! talking to them once I'm in the situation). 

boys... hey I don't want a boy! I want a Man! hehe (i'm serious though)